how i feel about llamas

Do you ever feel like you have what it takes... but... you don't have a place to take it/ you don't have the proper focus to make it/ you will never get there? there are many negative possible feelings that could come into play when realizing a dream. when you realize you have a dream within a dream with a dream on the side... well that might be the time of your life to nail down every screw and get to the finish line kicking and screaming if needed. i have seen a lot of encouraging and wistfully lovely advice posts on social media, and i'm grateful for them! It has inspired me to be encouraging myself, instead of just giving advice or telling about my experiences. there is a gap between those things and if it's not filled it's a shallow pit to rest your winged soul in. In the least i wish to show thankfulness and to tell others where i find encouragement if i can't come up with any on my own. love love is a verb so also doing nice things is helpful. i would encourage others to move and don't stop. even if it just means open your eyes while curled up on the couch under a blankey listening to happy hardcore trying to get cheered up. don't close yourself to the world until the day is done. i know you can do it, it will be your strength in time. anything done right was practiced many times..... if you are hurting i encourage you to find others who feel the same and seek help together, a school counselor is a good place, or a church/temple/mosque/your like minded folk gathering spot. i encourage writing, drawing, reading about things that are relevant to your hurt. it can be complex.. it can be simple... i think: seek what you need and what you want will be close at hand!